Everything is hurting and it’s burning up my heart
There’s a pain that’s in my head and its been there from the start..
I cant pretend to feel this when we both know that its wrong..
And I wont pretend I’m not hurt when I\'ve felt pain all along.

I can no longer hold together and I\'m going to fall apart..
When you tried to say ‘its okay’, I took the sentiment to heart.
I realised that life\'s a garden and that a flower is all we need,
But then I stopped and realised that I am but a weed.

I watch the sun go down each day and wish that it were I,
Glowing like an ember, looking like I\'ll slowly die.
I\'d love to live up in a cloud where I could just be me,
Floating through the heavens and finally feeling free.

I look upon my life as though it’s some sort of abstract art
Different pieces everywhere, arrays of a colour chart..
I start to move away from here and glance down at unmoving feet..
I\'d still breathe today if my heart hadn’t stopped its beat.